1 00:00:58,583 --> 00:01:01,583 Even as my days 2 00:01:02,125 --> 00:01:03,559 are consumed 3 00:01:03,583 --> 00:01:04,892 like smoke 4 00:01:04,916 --> 00:01:06,750 and my bones are 5 00:01:07,958 --> 00:01:10,958 burned! 6 00:01:16,125 --> 00:01:17,726 My 7 00:01:17,750 --> 00:01:20,625 Enemies taunt me. 8 00:01:21,000 --> 00:01:23,684 They ridicule me 9 00:01:23,708 --> 00:01:26,500 and curse me! 10 00:01:27,250 --> 00:01:31,083 For I've eaten ashes like bread! 11 00:01:31,625 --> 00:01:35,916 And mingled my drink with tears! 12 00:01:38,750 --> 00:01:40,416 My God. 13 00:01:42,625 --> 00:01:45,101 Take me not away. 14 00:01:45,125 --> 00:01:48,625 In the midst of my days. 15 00:01:51,541 --> 00:01:52,976 Thy years are 16 00:01:53,000 --> 00:01:56,041 throughout all generations. 17 00:02:06,500 --> 00:02:08,000 Help! 18 00:02:08,250 --> 00:02:10,041 Help! 19 00:02:31,666 --> 00:02:34,666 You've laid the foundation 20 00:02:35,208 --> 00:02:37,892 of these mountains. 21 00:02:37,916 --> 00:02:43,083 I shall perish, but they will endure. 22 00:02:46,750 --> 00:02:51,791 Their years shall have no end! 23 00:03:25,125 --> 00:03:30,750 [ghostly voices whisper] 666.666.666. 24 00:03:31,500 --> 00:03:35,041 The children of your servants shall 25 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:37,791 continue 26 00:03:38,708 --> 00:03:41,291 and their seed shall 27 00:03:43,083 --> 00:03:44,458 spread 28 00:03:45,166 --> 00:03:46,625 before thee! 29 00:04:54,583 --> 00:04:58,916 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] Hello, everybody. I'm checking in tonight. 30 00:05:00,458 --> 00:05:03,351 Kind of an emotional, but also just 31 00:05:03,375 --> 00:05:05,934 a really great day today. 32 00:05:05,958 --> 00:05:07,809 I made it up to Kuwohi 33 00:05:07,833 --> 00:05:10,625 government name: Clingmans Dome. 34 00:05:10,833 --> 00:05:12,500 Highest point on the trail. 35 00:05:13,708 --> 00:05:15,892 And I kind of thought that when I got 36 00:05:15,916 --> 00:05:18,916 there, I'd be ready to, um 37 00:05:19,041 --> 00:05:21,291 say goodbye to Mom. 38 00:05:21,750 --> 00:05:24,726 200 miles in. 39 00:05:24,750 --> 00:05:27,708 I'd be ready to walk it off. But, 40 00:05:29,041 --> 00:05:32,041 I thought after so long of 41 00:05:32,375 --> 00:05:34,541 thinking about food as numbers and 42 00:05:36,583 --> 00:05:37,601 then finding my way 43 00:05:37,625 --> 00:05:41,351 into professional cooking, going to culinary school and erasing 44 00:05:41,375 --> 00:05:44,750 all of that, I kind of thought that I'd be over 45 00:05:45,708 --> 00:05:50,041 this strange numerical relationship that my mother gave me with food 46 00:05:50,916 --> 00:05:54,892 and get back to the basics and like, taste and hunger. 47 00:05:54,916 --> 00:05:56,750 And that's happened a bit. I mean, 48 00:05:57,750 --> 00:05:58,727 I'll say that 49 00:05:58,751 --> 00:06:02,583 my scraggly remains of garlic have never tasted so wonderful. 50 00:06:03,541 --> 00:06:07,309 That being said, I'm worried about making it to my next box, 51 00:06:07,333 --> 00:06:10,541 and now I'm looking at what I have and I'm thinking 52 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:14,642 of the numbers as they equate to calories 53 00:06:14,666 --> 00:06:16,934 and is it enough fuel? 54 00:06:16,958 --> 00:06:18,434 I don't know. 55 00:06:18,458 --> 00:06:21,184 I've been thinking a lot about the mushrooms I've been seeing. 56 00:06:21,208 --> 00:06:24,059 I've been thinking a lot about the people that are from this land 57 00:06:24,083 --> 00:06:28,375 and how they ate and those mushrooms are looking really tasty. 58 00:06:29,375 --> 00:06:31,392 Keep thinking of 59 00:06:31,416 --> 00:06:33,392 sautéing them on a cast iron plate 60 00:06:33,416 --> 00:06:35,267 with a big steamy 61 00:06:35,291 --> 00:06:36,791 [MOM] Should I kill myself? 62 00:06:37,250 --> 00:06:40,142 Glug of dry sherry. That's. 63 00:06:40,166 --> 00:06:42,226 Yeah, I'm getting pretty worn down. 64 00:06:42,250 --> 00:06:46,476 It's just been, uh, not to gross you out on a food podcast, 65 00:06:46,500 --> 00:06:48,809 but a deteriorating situation. 66 00:06:48,833 --> 00:06:51,083 I'm hoping I can, give my feet a break 67 00:06:51,166 --> 00:06:52,767 once I get to Standing Bear Hostel 68 00:06:52,791 --> 00:06:56,208 and walk around barefoot, give 'um a good dry. 69 00:06:56,916 --> 00:07:00,000 Maybe, actually, make a trail friend. 70 00:07:01,666 --> 00:07:03,976 I really like to, um 71 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:07,000 break bread with somebody else who likes 72 00:07:07,916 --> 00:07:10,059 doing this. 73 00:07:10,083 --> 00:07:11,684 Anyway, I hope 74 00:07:11,708 --> 00:07:16,059 those of you who are listening are, um, eating delicious things 75 00:07:16,083 --> 00:07:18,934 with delicious people. 76 00:07:18,958 --> 00:07:21,934 And this is me signing out 77 00:07:21,958 --> 00:07:24,642 in a hammock and a beautiful clear night 78 00:07:24,666 --> 00:07:27,666 that is promising to stay clear. 79 00:07:28,750 --> 00:07:35,375 And I have, I think, 1988.7 80 00:07:35,875 --> 00:07:38,458 delicious miles to go. 81 00:07:40,333 --> 00:07:42,851 From me and Hildy in the hungry hammock. 82 00:07:42,875 --> 00:07:44,375 I am signing off. 83 00:07:44,625 --> 00:07:45,875 Bye. 84 00:08:11,416 --> 00:08:14,291 [ghost voice whispers] 666. 85 00:09:22,875 --> 00:09:25,291 You! 86 00:09:28,125 --> 00:09:29,375 Shall! 87 00:09:32,125 --> 00:09:34,041 Go! 88 00:09:43,375 --> 00:09:45,875 Hildy! Where's my pills? 89 00:10:37,625 --> 00:10:38,791 Behind you. 90 00:10:42,708 --> 00:10:43,958 Cute dog! 91 00:10:47,875 --> 00:10:50,875 Thanks. 92 00:11:05,458 --> 00:11:08,267 [woman sings with banjo] ♪ Oh Mother. Oh Mother ♪ 93 00:11:08,291 --> 00:11:11,041 ♪ lest I be damned ♪ 94 00:11:11,625 --> 00:11:17,291 ♪ hear my ancient plea ♪ 95 00:11:17,416 --> 00:11:24,125 ♪ I was struck down by my lover's hand and cast into the stream ♪ 96 00:11:25,041 --> 00:11:26,142 Hey, Dishes! 97 00:11:26,166 --> 00:11:27,392 Hey. 98 00:11:27,416 --> 00:11:28,500 Oh my god. 99 00:11:29,208 --> 00:11:30,267 You wanna go? 100 00:11:30,291 --> 00:11:31,601 [ACHILLES] Hiking with a dog? 101 00:11:31,625 --> 00:11:33,017 [HIKER] Dishes? 102 00:11:33,041 --> 00:11:34,250 Check out her pack. 103 00:11:35,250 --> 00:11:36,434 See? 104 00:11:36,458 --> 00:11:39,250 This chick's got like a whole fucking kitchen in her bag. 105 00:11:39,708 --> 00:11:41,559 Carrying around a cutting board 106 00:11:41,583 --> 00:11:42,767 Cutting things while she hikes? 107 00:11:42,791 --> 00:11:43,768 She's crazy! 108 00:11:43,792 --> 00:11:44,892 [OTHER HIKER] Hey, what's up with you, man? You don't eat? 109 00:11:44,916 --> 00:11:45,892 [DISHES] Hi! 110 00:11:45,916 --> 00:11:46,809 [MARIA] Welcome to Standing Bear. 111 00:11:46,833 --> 00:11:47,810 [DISHES] Hi! 112 00:11:47,834 --> 00:11:49,017 I'm Maria. How can I help you? 113 00:11:49,041 --> 00:11:51,291 Hi, I'm Carrie, and this is Hildy. 114 00:11:52,291 --> 00:11:55,541 I'm checking in for the night, and I sent a resupply box here. 115 00:11:55,875 --> 00:11:57,809 Okay, let me get the resupply box first. 116 00:11:57,833 --> 00:11:58,892 Alright. Thanks. 117 00:11:58,916 --> 00:12:00,458 [MARIA] and we'll go from there. 118 00:12:00,708 --> 00:12:01,809 [MARIA] It's not been messed with. 119 00:12:01,833 --> 00:12:03,250 Oh, good. 120 00:12:05,041 --> 00:12:07,559 [MARIA] Alright, let me, uh 121 00:12:07,583 --> 00:12:09,559 write down your information. 122 00:12:09,583 --> 00:12:12,101 [MARIA] 'Kay. Carrie Carr. 123 00:12:12,125 --> 00:12:13,102 [MARIA] Are you, are you Dishes? 124 00:12:13,126 --> 00:12:15,017 [MARIA] I heard someone call you Dishes. 125 00:12:15,041 --> 00:12:17,017 [DISHES] Oh, no, I don't have a trail name yet. 126 00:12:17,041 --> 00:12:18,101 'Kay, home state? 127 00:12:18,125 --> 00:12:19,226 Just 'cause we're curious. 128 00:12:19,250 --> 00:12:22,101 I also don't have one of those right now. I came from New York. 129 00:12:22,125 --> 00:12:24,750 Well, let's just call the trail your state 130 00:12:25,458 --> 00:12:26,559 [MARIA] Alright. 131 00:12:26,583 --> 00:12:28,559 [MARIA] Um, we take cash and Venmo. 132 00:12:28,583 --> 00:12:29,642 [DISHES] Okay. [MARIA] And you can just pay 133 00:12:29,666 --> 00:12:30,976 [MARIA] when you leave. 134 00:12:31,000 --> 00:12:33,017 Oh. That's Achilles. 135 00:12:33,041 --> 00:12:34,351 Everybody knows him from YouTube, apparently. 136 00:12:34,375 --> 00:12:35,434 [DISHES] Yeah. Me too. 137 00:12:35,458 --> 00:12:36,559 I've seen all his videos. 138 00:12:36,583 --> 00:12:38,642 I haven't seen any of em. Um. Do you want 139 00:12:38,666 --> 00:12:41,351 [MARIA] a private room or, uh, the bunkhouse? 140 00:12:41,375 --> 00:12:43,476 [DISHES] A private room would be great if you have one. 141 00:12:43,500 --> 00:12:45,601 [MARIA] Top of the tree house? [DISHES] That sounds really great. Yeah. 142 00:12:45,625 --> 00:12:47,059 [MARIA] Okay. I'll get you all set up with a clipboard 143 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:48,060 [DISHES] 'Kay. 144 00:12:48,084 --> 00:12:49,309 [MARIA] if you'd like to go to the resupply. 145 00:12:49,333 --> 00:12:50,351 Where is it? 146 00:12:50,375 --> 00:12:51,809 Oh, it's just right up there. 147 00:12:51,833 --> 00:12:53,513 Write down everything that you're getting. 148 00:12:54,666 --> 00:12:56,184 [MARIA] We're on the honor system 149 00:12:56,208 --> 00:12:58,125 [MARIA] So, uh, we'll square up at the end. 150 00:15:02,791 --> 00:15:06,226 [group sings with guitar and banjo] ♫ Oh, she's got me too tired. Too tired. ♫ 151 00:15:06,250 --> 00:15:10,642 ♫ Too tired. Too tired to fight. ♫ 152 00:15:10,666 --> 00:15:17,208 ♫ So I guess, I guess, I guess I'll share a bed tonight. ♫ 153 00:15:19,916 --> 00:15:26,750 ♫ And I know, I know, I know I should just go home. ♫ 154 00:15:27,583 --> 00:15:30,392 ♫ But at least, at least, at least ♫ 155 00:15:30,416 --> 00:15:31,476 Woo! 156 00:15:31,500 --> 00:15:35,392 ♫ I ain't sleeping alone. ♫ 157 00:15:35,416 --> 00:15:39,392 ♫ She's got me too tired, too tired, too tired ♫ 158 00:15:39,416 --> 00:15:41,791 ♫ Too tired to fight. ♫ 159 00:15:43,666 --> 00:15:50,208 ♫ So I guess, I guess, I guess I'll share a bed tonight. ♫ 160 00:15:53,333 --> 00:15:59,833 ♫ And I know, I know, I know I should just go home. ♫ 161 00:16:01,416 --> 00:16:07,583 ♫ But at least, at least, at least I ain't sleeping alone. ♫ 162 00:16:13,958 --> 00:16:15,892 [ACHILLES] This is really good. What is this? 163 00:16:15,916 --> 00:16:19,000 [DISHES] Smokey pineapple togarashi jerky. 164 00:16:19,375 --> 00:16:20,625 [ACHILLES] Mmm 165 00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:25,041 I'm actually doing a podcast about good food on the trail. 166 00:16:25,458 --> 00:16:26,892 [ACHILLES] You made this? 167 00:16:26,916 --> 00:16:28,142 [DISHES] Yeah, it's what I do. 168 00:16:28,166 --> 00:16:29,601 May I? 169 00:16:29,625 --> 00:16:30,833 Sure. 170 00:16:31,750 --> 00:16:35,434 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] I'm here at Standing Bear Hostel with Achilles. 171 00:16:35,458 --> 00:16:38,517 For those not in the know, he hiked the FKT 172 00:16:38,541 --> 00:16:41,625 Fastest known time on the AT last year. 173 00:16:41,958 --> 00:16:44,142 Achilles, I've watched all your trail videos. 174 00:16:44,166 --> 00:16:45,726 Are you filming a new one now? 175 00:16:45,750 --> 00:16:50,476 No, no, I'm taking a break from social media. 176 00:16:50,500 --> 00:16:52,309 [ACHILLES] Technology. 177 00:16:52,333 --> 00:16:54,476 [ACHILLES] The competition. 178 00:16:54,500 --> 00:16:56,351 I just, I just, I just blew straight past 179 00:16:56,375 --> 00:16:58,541 so much beautiful stuff on my FKT. 180 00:17:00,208 --> 00:17:04,041 I was just, I was focusing on miles, like, they were just numbers and not like, 181 00:17:04,583 --> 00:17:06,601 [ACHILLES] you know. 182 00:17:06,625 --> 00:17:11,416 ♫ Well he's a no-good, sharpshooting, son-of-a-gun ♫ 183 00:17:12,958 --> 00:17:16,083 I wanted to experience the trail, this time at a different pace. 184 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:21,000 [ACHILLES] It's kind of a victory lap for me, I guess. 185 00:17:22,416 --> 00:17:24,291 [ACHILLES] Just me and the trail this time. 186 00:17:26,041 --> 00:17:27,642 So is it okay that I'm recording this? 187 00:17:27,666 --> 00:17:29,767 I'm not blowing up your secret hike, am I? 188 00:17:29,791 --> 00:17:30,875 Oh, no, no, no. 189 00:17:32,041 --> 00:17:33,226 [ACHILLES] It's cool. 190 00:17:33,250 --> 00:17:36,250 [DISHES] What's your philosophy for food on the trail? 191 00:17:37,625 --> 00:17:40,226 Eat when you can. 192 00:17:40,250 --> 00:17:41,684 [DISHES] Do you cook? 193 00:17:41,708 --> 00:17:44,726 [ACHILLES] I guess you could say that I, 194 00:17:44,750 --> 00:17:47,791 [ACHILLES] I usually cold soak. 195 00:17:48,458 --> 00:17:50,458 Okay, explain cold soaking. 196 00:17:50,958 --> 00:17:52,767 You know, like, 197 00:17:52,791 --> 00:17:55,142 you know, you get your food out, 198 00:17:55,166 --> 00:17:56,976 in the middle of the day whatever you're gonna make, 199 00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:00,142 like, like some ramen or whatever, and you use. 200 00:18:00,166 --> 00:18:03,726 I have a little jar I put it in 201 00:18:03,750 --> 00:18:05,958 [ACHILLES] with some water, 202 00:18:06,458 --> 00:18:09,517 [ACHILLES] and then you just kind of, like, let that soak for the last um, 203 00:18:09,541 --> 00:18:13,416 few hours of your, of your, of your hike that day. 204 00:18:13,625 --> 00:18:14,726 Then you eat it. 205 00:18:14,750 --> 00:18:16,166 It's great. 206 00:18:16,416 --> 00:18:17,816 [DISHES] How do you think it works? 207 00:18:18,208 --> 00:18:19,333 How do I think it works? 208 00:18:19,458 --> 00:18:20,517 How did the taste, 209 00:18:20,541 --> 00:18:22,333 Ha ha, uh 210 00:18:23,291 --> 00:18:24,416 it does the job. 211 00:18:26,958 --> 00:18:29,500 So you think of food as more as calories. 212 00:18:33,625 --> 00:18:35,166 Yeah. 213 00:18:35,750 --> 00:18:37,059 Fuel? 214 00:18:37,083 --> 00:18:38,500 Food is fuel. 215 00:18:40,166 --> 00:18:42,166 [ACHILLES] What's your dog's name? 216 00:18:42,541 --> 00:18:45,559 [DISHES] This is Hildy. Hildy Carr. [ACHILLES] Hi, Hildy. 217 00:18:45,583 --> 00:18:47,226 [ACHILLES] How are you? 218 00:18:47,250 --> 00:18:48,684 Awe, she's doing good. 219 00:18:48,708 --> 00:18:50,750 [ACHILLES] Does your mommy like to play? 220 00:19:18,166 --> 00:19:21,916 ♫ The lord said you're important, so are the things you do. ♫ 221 00:19:22,541 --> 00:19:26,458 ♫ The lord said you're important, so are the things you do. ♫ 222 00:19:28,083 --> 00:19:32,750 ♫ Well ya always be mindful that somebody's watching you. ♫ 223 00:19:34,083 --> 00:19:38,916 ♫ Better slow down, slow down, slow down and pray. ♫ 224 00:19:39,625 --> 00:19:44,041 ♫ Slow down, slow down, slow down and pray. ♫ 225 00:19:45,125 --> 00:19:47,642 ♫ And read a little bit of The Word, ♫ 226 00:19:47,666 --> 00:19:50,166 ♫ And you might not go astray. Play that guitar. ♫ 227 00:20:06,458 --> 00:20:11,142 ♫ Slow down, slow down, slow down and pray. ♫ 228 00:20:11,166 --> 00:20:16,000 ♫ You better slow down, slow down, slow down and pray. ♫ 229 00:20:17,875 --> 00:20:21,601 ♫ And read a little bit of The Word, and you might not go astray. ♫ 230 00:20:21,625 --> 00:20:23,291 ♫ Slow it down now. ♫ 231 00:20:23,583 --> 00:20:28,267 [music echoes] ♫ You gotta slow down, slow down, ♫ 232 00:20:28,291 --> 00:20:31,226 [music echoes] ♫ Slow down and pray. ♫ 233 00:20:31,250 --> 00:20:32,500 [music echoes] ♫ You better. ♫ 234 00:20:45,083 --> 00:20:49,666 [BETHANNY] Achilles! Achilles, please! Stop! Ow! 235 00:20:50,833 --> 00:20:52,934 ♫ Yeehaw! ♫ 236 00:20:52,958 --> 00:20:54,666 I like that harmony. 237 00:20:55,166 --> 00:20:57,142 [ACHILLES] A dog on the trail is wild. 238 00:20:57,166 --> 00:20:59,416 [DISHES] I don't know what I'd do with out her. 239 00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:04,208 [ROWAN] We just wanted to return these. 240 00:21:04,375 --> 00:21:06,267 The food was delicious. Thank you. 241 00:21:06,291 --> 00:21:07,268 Thanks so much. 242 00:21:07,292 --> 00:21:09,476 And thanks for bringing these back. 243 00:21:09,500 --> 00:21:10,477 I'm actually. 244 00:21:10,501 --> 00:21:12,726 I'm recording a podcast about food on the trail. 245 00:21:12,750 --> 00:21:14,642 Do you guys mind being interviewed? 246 00:21:14,666 --> 00:21:16,517 [CYRUS] Of course. [ROWAN] Sure. 247 00:21:16,541 --> 00:21:18,142 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] Introduce yourselves, please. 248 00:21:18,166 --> 00:21:19,309 [CYRUS] I'm Cyrus. 249 00:21:19,333 --> 00:21:20,476 [ROWAN] I'm Rowan. 250 00:21:20,500 --> 00:21:24,809 [DISHES] I guess I like to ask people what in your life, be it food 251 00:21:24,833 --> 00:21:27,833 or otherwise, do you find most delicious? 252 00:21:28,958 --> 00:21:30,017 [CYRUS] I guess it's 253 00:21:30,041 --> 00:21:33,101 [CYRUS] not really food, but the independence to kind of 254 00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:37,559 [CYRUS] do what you want and live how you want and cook how you want. 255 00:21:37,583 --> 00:21:40,017 [ROWAN] Yeah, I guess he put it the right way. 256 00:21:40,041 --> 00:21:41,184 [ROWAN] Freedom. 257 00:21:41,208 --> 00:21:43,333 [ROWAN] Not something you can find everywhere. 258 00:21:44,333 --> 00:21:45,973 [DISHES] Do you guys talk to family much? 259 00:21:46,208 --> 00:21:47,392 [ROWAN] Not anymore. 260 00:21:47,416 --> 00:21:49,166 [CYRUS] Not since we left, no. 261 00:21:49,458 --> 00:21:51,059 [DISHES] So you're runaways? 262 00:21:51,083 --> 00:21:53,916 [ROWAN] I guess that's the proper word for it. 263 00:21:59,375 --> 00:22:01,000 Wow. 264 00:22:01,500 --> 00:22:06,059 [CYRUS] the Page of Cups usually symbolizes, your, your inner child. 265 00:22:06,083 --> 00:22:09,184 It seems the uncertainties that you have 266 00:22:09,208 --> 00:22:12,000 surrounding more intrinsic parts of yourselves. 267 00:22:12,583 --> 00:22:14,142 The Nine of Swords is looking like you're 268 00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:15,726 in a place of vulnerability, 269 00:22:15,750 --> 00:22:19,101 a place of danger and fear surrounding those uncertainties. 270 00:22:19,125 --> 00:22:21,184 But, the Queen of Swords is in the future position, 271 00:22:21,208 --> 00:22:24,208 which is generally a good sign. 272 00:22:25,500 --> 00:22:28,416 So, uh Why does Hildy wear that jacket? 273 00:22:29,625 --> 00:22:32,625 Oh, she's my service dog for my epilepsy. 274 00:22:32,916 --> 00:22:35,767 Oh, so you, um, shake and stuff? 275 00:22:35,791 --> 00:22:37,601 Rowan. That's rude. 276 00:22:37,625 --> 00:22:39,142 [DISHES] No. [CYRUS] Sorry. 277 00:22:39,166 --> 00:22:40,851 [DISHES] No, no, it's seriously fine. 278 00:22:40,875 --> 00:22:43,684 My epilepsy is more like. 279 00:22:43,708 --> 00:22:47,851 I get this wave of unbearable terror, 280 00:22:47,875 --> 00:22:51,000 and then I see things and hear things that aren't there. 281 00:22:51,666 --> 00:22:53,250 I see things, too. 282 00:22:53,375 --> 00:22:54,583 [DISHES] Really? 283 00:22:56,625 --> 00:22:58,142 You forage? 284 00:22:58,166 --> 00:22:59,851 Not yet. I'm really interested. 285 00:22:59,875 --> 00:23:01,791 There's so many mushrooms on the trail and I'm. 286 00:23:02,541 --> 00:23:04,791 [DISHES] I guess I'm wondering which ones I can eat. 287 00:23:05,791 --> 00:23:07,267 [DISHES] I found one actually. 288 00:23:07,291 --> 00:23:09,267 Squished it in some toilet paper and put in a bag. 289 00:23:09,291 --> 00:23:10,309 [CYRUS] Can I see it? 290 00:23:10,333 --> 00:23:11,458 [DISHES] Yeah. 291 00:23:12,541 --> 00:23:14,017 [DISHES] Spots. Yeah. 292 00:23:14,041 --> 00:23:16,625 [CYRUS] That certainly is something. 293 00:23:19,500 --> 00:23:20,958 I can cure you. 294 00:23:21,375 --> 00:23:23,000 Of your affliction. 295 00:23:23,333 --> 00:23:24,310 My affliction? 296 00:23:24,334 --> 00:23:25,351 Yes, ma'am. 297 00:23:25,375 --> 00:23:27,666 There's 43 healing verses in the Bible. 298 00:23:27,875 --> 00:23:29,559 I know them all by heart. 299 00:23:29,583 --> 00:23:32,017 Did you find it in the base of a tree or, 300 00:23:32,041 --> 00:23:33,791 [CYRUS] in the ground by itself? 301 00:23:35,125 --> 00:23:36,805 [DISHES] In the ground by itself, I think. 302 00:23:37,875 --> 00:23:38,852 Devil's Cap. 303 00:23:38,876 --> 00:23:40,625 It's. It's medicinal. 304 00:23:41,250 --> 00:23:42,750 Open your palm for me. 305 00:23:46,041 --> 00:23:47,017 What am I doing? 306 00:23:47,041 --> 00:23:48,018 Muscle testing. 307 00:23:48,042 --> 00:23:51,208 It shows how your body will react to the medicine. 308 00:23:51,750 --> 00:23:54,791 [CYRUS] And it's looking like your body agrees with it. 309 00:23:55,125 --> 00:23:56,583 I think you should eat it. 310 00:23:58,791 --> 00:23:59,892 Is it gonna poison me? 311 00:23:59,916 --> 00:24:01,642 No, the. The name sounds scary. 312 00:24:01,666 --> 00:24:03,309 It's just mildly psychoactive. 313 00:24:03,333 --> 00:24:04,684 It'll calm the nerves. 314 00:24:04,708 --> 00:24:06,684 It could help with your seizures. 315 00:24:06,708 --> 00:24:07,708 Okay. 316 00:24:08,500 --> 00:24:09,666 Scout's honor. 317 00:24:11,250 --> 00:24:13,059 Okay. How much do you think I should take? 318 00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:15,625 [CYRUS] Piece of it might be good. 319 00:24:35,666 --> 00:24:37,041 How's it taste? 320 00:24:38,833 --> 00:24:40,166 Could use a little, um 321 00:24:41,000 --> 00:24:42,791 salt, maybe a little wine. 322 00:24:44,666 --> 00:24:46,541 What's gonna happen to me? 323 00:24:49,541 --> 00:24:52,309 I've never personally 324 00:24:52,333 --> 00:24:54,875 taken psychoactive mushrooms. 325 00:24:59,500 --> 00:25:01,583 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] I'm here with Debbie. 326 00:25:02,291 --> 00:25:04,416 [DISHES] Thank you for being here with me. 327 00:25:05,041 --> 00:25:08,351 Debbie, you told me a little bit about what you do. 328 00:25:08,375 --> 00:25:10,309 Tell me about what you do. 329 00:25:10,333 --> 00:25:12,267 [DEBBIE] I say what we do is try to fight a 330 00:25:12,291 --> 00:25:13,726 colonized mindset. 331 00:25:13,750 --> 00:25:18,041 Appalachia has been sacrificed for more affluent communities 332 00:25:18,416 --> 00:25:23,226 And we're trying to educate folks about how beautiful 333 00:25:23,250 --> 00:25:26,625 and how magical this place is and help them understand that we create 334 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:30,000 the clean water and clean air for the entire East Coast, 335 00:25:30,458 --> 00:25:34,434 and that the forest and the water, which is like 336 00:25:34,458 --> 00:25:39,291 the circulatory system of the planet is, more valuable. 337 00:25:40,333 --> 00:25:41,892 Left alone. 338 00:25:41,916 --> 00:25:45,041 This is one of the most diverse places on the planet, 339 00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:50,184 and all the medicine you'd ever need grows through the Appalachian Mountains. 340 00:25:50,208 --> 00:25:53,434 I mean, these mountains go all the way up to Iceland, 341 00:25:53,458 --> 00:25:56,184 Right? When Pangea was all together. 342 00:25:56,208 --> 00:25:58,017 These are the oldest mountains in the world. 343 00:25:58,041 --> 00:26:00,101 I mean, every living thing has a spirit, right? 344 00:26:00,125 --> 00:26:02,809 And so the older you are, the more life experience you have. 345 00:26:02,833 --> 00:26:05,351 And that's why I think the folks 346 00:26:05,375 --> 00:26:07,916 that come through the trail and are open to it, 347 00:26:08,500 --> 00:26:11,500 they will find what, what they need. Because 348 00:26:12,916 --> 00:26:14,875 the mountains will tell you 349 00:26:15,791 --> 00:26:17,809 [DISHES] The medicine of the mountains. 350 00:26:17,833 --> 00:26:20,226 [DEBBIE] Well just everything of the mountains. 351 00:26:20,250 --> 00:26:22,809 [DEBBIE] You know, it's in its nature. 352 00:26:22,833 --> 00:26:25,017 It's in our nature to take care of each other. 353 00:26:25,041 --> 00:26:28,892 You know, we're social creatures and animals and trees are the same way. 354 00:26:28,916 --> 00:26:33,250 I mean, if a tree falls down in the woods, if it's an elder and they need it, 355 00:26:33,416 --> 00:26:38,142 the other trees will use the root systems and feed that tree and help it to, 356 00:26:38,166 --> 00:26:39,767 If it's sick, help it to get better. 357 00:26:39,791 --> 00:26:41,267 If they need it to grow again, 358 00:26:41,291 --> 00:26:43,708 even if it's cut down, it'll start growing again. 359 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:47,351 Science is just now starting to be able 360 00:26:47,375 --> 00:26:51,291 to document this stuff, but it's a reality 361 00:26:51,666 --> 00:26:53,750 to anybody that pays attention. 362 00:26:57,666 --> 00:26:59,083 Carrie Lynn. 363 00:26:59,541 --> 00:27:01,476 [MOM] You fucking little slut! 364 00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:03,059 I will kill you and your brother. 365 00:27:03,083 --> 00:27:04,708 [Mom] And your daddy. 366 00:27:05,541 --> 00:27:07,184 [MOM] Why are you provoking me? 367 00:27:07,208 --> 00:27:08,351 Why are you provoking me? 368 00:27:08,375 --> 00:27:10,392 [CYRUS] That's not funny. Rowan, put that away. 369 00:27:10,416 --> 00:27:11,934 Mom? No, no. 370 00:27:11,958 --> 00:27:13,726 [MOM] Maybe I should hurt myself. 371 00:27:13,750 --> 00:27:15,101 Should I hurt myself? 372 00:27:15,125 --> 00:27:17,892 And you wouldn't have to deal with me anymore. 373 00:27:17,916 --> 00:27:18,893 Mommy! No. 374 00:27:18,917 --> 00:27:20,017 You think you're innocent, huh? 375 00:27:20,041 --> 00:27:21,142 No! 376 00:27:21,166 --> 00:27:25,666 Miss Proud-And-Mighty, on her own in the big city? 377 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:27,309 [ROWAN] Well, huh? 378 00:27:27,333 --> 00:27:28,750 [MOM] Should I kill myself? 379 00:27:30,458 --> 00:27:31,934 [MOM] Should I kill you? 380 00:27:31,958 --> 00:27:34,309 Mommy, don't. Don't do it, no. 381 00:27:34,333 --> 00:27:36,476 Yeah, Missy. 382 00:27:36,500 --> 00:27:37,517 I got you. 383 00:27:37,541 --> 00:27:40,041 I got your number. 384 00:27:40,916 --> 00:27:43,333 And it's not one I want to keep. 385 00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:47,934 [CYRUS] I don't. This is never. 386 00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:50,392 I have to go. I'm so sorry. 387 00:27:50,416 --> 00:27:51,750 Are you okay? 388 00:27:56,083 --> 00:27:57,875 [DISHES] Mom? 389 00:28:00,333 --> 00:28:02,166 Mom? 390 00:28:09,541 --> 00:28:11,375 Mom?! 391 00:28:24,625 --> 00:28:28,041 [HIKER] Where the fuck is my phone? 392 00:28:29,666 --> 00:28:31,226 One of these hiker-trash 393 00:28:31,250 --> 00:28:34,250 piece of shit, motherfuckers stole my phone. 394 00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:38,000 Whoever did this is a huge loser. 395 00:28:39,041 --> 00:28:41,392 Somebody better find it in five minutes 396 00:28:41,416 --> 00:28:44,416 or there will be hell to pay. 397 00:28:46,083 --> 00:28:48,559 My phone was just charging last night. 398 00:28:48,583 --> 00:28:50,601 What kind of piece of shit steals somebody's 399 00:28:50,625 --> 00:28:52,059 phone out here in the middle of nowhere? 400 00:28:52,083 --> 00:28:54,934 What am I supposed to do? Where am I supposed to go? 401 00:28:54,958 --> 00:28:56,392 How do I find anything? 402 00:28:56,416 --> 00:28:58,851 I don't have a phone! 403 00:28:58,875 --> 00:28:59,852 I'm screwed! 404 00:28:59,876 --> 00:29:01,125 What the fuck, man? 405 00:29:12,791 --> 00:29:14,875 Hildy? 406 00:29:16,291 --> 00:29:18,250 Hildy, come. 407 00:29:27,750 --> 00:29:29,517 Hildy! 408 00:29:29,541 --> 00:29:32,309 Hildy! Hildy, come! 409 00:29:32,333 --> 00:29:33,392 Whoo whoo whoo! 410 00:29:33,416 --> 00:29:35,500 Butta, butt a, butt a! 411 00:29:36,291 --> 00:29:38,375 Hildy! 412 00:29:40,416 --> 00:29:42,500 Hildy! 413 00:29:54,208 --> 00:29:57,208 Hildy? 414 00:30:13,125 --> 00:30:20,059 [ghostly voices whisper] 666.666.666. 415 00:30:20,083 --> 00:30:27,041 [ghostly crying, wailing] 666! 666! 666! 416 00:30:41,208 --> 00:30:44,791 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] I'm not sure. 417 00:30:47,083 --> 00:30:48,309 [MARIA] I can give you a ride to 418 00:30:48,333 --> 00:30:49,726 I'm gonna upload these anymore. 419 00:30:49,750 --> 00:30:53,559 [MARIA] Knoxville? Asheville? Bus station. Airport. Whatever. Whatever we need. 420 00:30:53,583 --> 00:30:55,434 No. No thank you. 421 00:30:55,458 --> 00:30:58,208 I said I'd do it, so here we go. 422 00:31:00,916 --> 00:31:02,892 I'm at 423 00:31:02,916 --> 00:31:05,208 Brown Gap. 424 00:31:09,708 --> 00:31:12,625 I'm recording this from. 425 00:31:12,708 --> 00:31:14,767 I'm sorry. 426 00:31:14,791 --> 00:31:17,267 Alone in my hammock. 427 00:31:17,291 --> 00:31:20,666 Hildy ran off last night, and something got her. 428 00:31:23,041 --> 00:31:24,517 I buried her at Standing Bear. 429 00:31:24,541 --> 00:31:26,851 Hey, bear, bear, bear, bear! 430 00:31:26,875 --> 00:31:29,541 I'm coming! I'm coming! 431 00:31:32,083 --> 00:31:35,083 I was being stupid. 432 00:31:35,375 --> 00:31:36,517 I was being selfish. 433 00:31:36,541 --> 00:31:39,541 I was being inattentive. 434 00:31:47,125 --> 00:31:49,500 I don't know what to say. 435 00:31:52,458 --> 00:31:55,416 I guess I'll edit out the pauses. 436 00:32:10,208 --> 00:32:13,583 I don't know what's at the end of this thing, but 437 00:32:14,166 --> 00:32:15,184 I said I'd do it. 438 00:32:15,208 --> 00:32:18,208 I'm going to keep doing it. 439 00:32:39,166 --> 00:32:42,517 [distorted voices] Are you okay? Do you need any water? 440 00:32:42,541 --> 00:32:45,541 [distorted] There's pills in my bag. 441 00:32:56,458 --> 00:32:59,184 Those kids I met at Standing Bear, 442 00:32:59,208 --> 00:33:01,684 Rowan and Cyrus are here. 443 00:33:01,708 --> 00:33:03,351 There's somebody else from Standing Bear here. 444 00:33:03,375 --> 00:33:05,101 Achilles. 445 00:33:05,125 --> 00:33:07,101 I recognize his tent. 446 00:33:07,125 --> 00:33:08,875 [CYRUS] Never thought we'd see you after, 447 00:33:09,250 --> 00:33:11,226 [CYRUS] what happened the other night. 448 00:33:11,250 --> 00:33:14,666 [ROWAN] I'm sorry about that. 449 00:33:15,916 --> 00:33:18,351 Was it your mom? 450 00:33:18,375 --> 00:33:23,083 When it happened, it was like I could just see everything. 451 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,101 I don't know what that was, 452 00:33:26,125 --> 00:33:29,791 but my mom said that stuff on the day she died. 453 00:33:30,541 --> 00:33:33,541 [CYRUS] Could you shuffle these? 454 00:33:36,833 --> 00:33:38,017 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] I don't know much about tarot cards 455 00:33:38,041 --> 00:33:39,916 or anything, but 456 00:33:40,375 --> 00:33:42,625 I feel like I'm dead already 457 00:33:43,541 --> 00:33:45,392 rotting from the inside out. 458 00:33:45,416 --> 00:33:46,666 Like. 459 00:33:47,916 --> 00:33:50,392 When you cut open an orange and 460 00:33:50,416 --> 00:33:51,476 [CYRUS] Temperance. 461 00:33:51,500 --> 00:33:53,976 The center membrane and the surrounding flesh 462 00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:55,267 has gone black. 463 00:33:55,291 --> 00:33:56,809 [CYRUS] Two of cups. 464 00:33:56,833 --> 00:34:00,934 I feel like if you cut me open flies would fly out. 465 00:34:00,958 --> 00:34:02,309 [CYRUS] The devil. 466 00:34:02,333 --> 00:34:03,809 [DISHES] What does the devil mean? 467 00:34:03,833 --> 00:34:07,142 [CYRUS] Some take it as self-indulgence. 468 00:34:07,166 --> 00:34:10,142 Greed. One of the seven deadly sins. 469 00:34:10,166 --> 00:34:11,351 Like what I did to Hildy. 470 00:34:11,375 --> 00:34:12,352 [CYRUS] No, no. 471 00:34:12,376 --> 00:34:14,875 In this reading, I take it more as a warning. 472 00:34:15,166 --> 00:34:17,892 I feel like a curse. 473 00:34:17,916 --> 00:34:21,476 A curse where death follows me wherever I go. 474 00:34:21,500 --> 00:34:22,767 [ROWAN] Our grandparents 475 00:34:22,791 --> 00:34:25,875 taught us about the afflicted spirits that live in these mountains. 476 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,392 They said that everything that happens 477 00:34:29,416 --> 00:34:32,684 here, they have some part of. 478 00:34:32,708 --> 00:34:36,458 Even if they can't do it themselves, they'll find a vessel. 479 00:34:36,583 --> 00:34:39,226 I wish there were afflicted spirits. 480 00:34:39,250 --> 00:34:43,142 I'd love to believe that anything has a purpose. 481 00:34:43,166 --> 00:34:47,559 Have the things that you see changed at all? 482 00:34:47,583 --> 00:34:49,851 [DISHES] I've heard them for the first time. 483 00:34:49,875 --> 00:34:53,541 I've never really tried to listen before. 484 00:34:53,875 --> 00:34:57,392 Not following those signals are leading to more dangerous things. 485 00:34:57,416 --> 00:35:00,184 And I worry that. 486 00:35:00,208 --> 00:35:02,726 That if you don't start listening, it may get worse. 487 00:35:02,750 --> 00:35:06,642 My epileptic visions are saying, "666" to me, so. 488 00:35:06,666 --> 00:35:11,000 [ROWAN] Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast, 489 00:35:11,375 --> 00:35:13,642 for it's the number of a man. 490 00:35:13,666 --> 00:35:16,666 And that number is 6, 6, 6. 491 00:35:17,208 --> 00:35:20,208 Revelations 13:18. 492 00:35:20,416 --> 00:35:23,517 The beast is either translated as the beast or the man, 493 00:35:23,541 --> 00:35:27,916 depending on whose version you read, but same meaning. 494 00:35:29,583 --> 00:35:32,583 Maybe I'm the devil. 495 00:35:33,250 --> 00:35:34,375 Rains coming. 496 00:35:35,791 --> 00:35:39,041 I wish I was more than some ex-caterer. 497 00:35:40,625 --> 00:35:42,184 [ROWAN] Should we make dinner? 498 00:35:42,208 --> 00:35:44,476 With a dead mom and a dead dog. And 499 00:35:44,500 --> 00:35:46,000 I'll make dinner. 500 00:35:46,708 --> 00:35:48,333 No food left. 501 00:35:49,333 --> 00:35:51,017 What do you guys have? 502 00:35:51,041 --> 00:35:53,458 [ROWAN and CYRUS] Um, soup. 503 00:35:55,375 --> 00:35:58,375 I wish I were anything but alone. 504 00:39:02,333 --> 00:39:04,017 Rowan! 505 00:39:04,041 --> 00:39:07,041 Cyrus! 506 00:39:12,541 --> 00:39:15,541 Damnit! 507 00:41:31,541 --> 00:41:34,375 Hey! 508 00:41:35,500 --> 00:41:38,500 Too bad it's not foggy out! 509 00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:29,142 [ACHILLES] So, you guys going through hike after graduation? 510 00:42:29,166 --> 00:42:32,184 [ACHILLES] You have to. 511 00:42:32,208 --> 00:42:34,375 [ACHILLES] That's when I did my first hike. 512 00:42:35,291 --> 00:42:37,726 [ACHILLES] It can be kind of dangerous though if you don't hike with a guy. 513 00:42:37,750 --> 00:42:39,892 [ACHILLES] I mean, do you guys have boyfriends? 514 00:42:39,916 --> 00:42:43,434 [TEEN GIRL] It's really hard to not to laugh for some reason. 515 00:42:43,458 --> 00:42:44,726 [ACHILLES] I could hike with you. 516 00:42:44,750 --> 00:42:46,559 [TEEN GIRL] I would love that! Thank you! 517 00:42:46,583 --> 00:42:47,767 [ACHILLES] Yeah, totally, uh. 518 00:42:47,791 --> 00:42:49,142 [ACHILLES] I, I don't have my phone right now 519 00:42:49,166 --> 00:42:50,934 [ACHILLES] 'Cause I'm doing a social media cleanse. 520 00:42:50,958 --> 00:42:52,142 [TEEN GIRL] That's so cool! 521 00:42:52,166 --> 00:42:54,101 [ACHILLES] Yeah. But, if you want to tag me in a photo 522 00:42:54,125 --> 00:42:55,434 [ACHILLES] then I can find you later. 523 00:42:55,458 --> 00:42:56,517 [ACHILLES] Yeah. 524 00:42:56,541 --> 00:42:57,601 [TEEN GIRL] Let me get my phone. 525 00:42:57,625 --> 00:42:59,665 [TEEN GIRL] Oh my goodness, that's such a good idea. 526 00:43:06,125 --> 00:43:07,434 M'goin' again. 527 00:43:07,458 --> 00:43:09,125 Okay. 528 00:43:11,666 --> 00:43:13,892 Oh, hey. Dishes! 529 00:43:13,916 --> 00:43:15,750 Wassup? 530 00:43:17,791 --> 00:43:19,934 Uh, come meet Sadie and Tess. 531 00:43:19,958 --> 00:43:21,017 Is that his girlfriend? 532 00:43:21,041 --> 00:43:23,101 Hey, Achilles. 533 00:43:23,125 --> 00:43:24,101 It was really nice to meet you. 534 00:43:24,125 --> 00:43:25,102 Oh, yeah. 535 00:43:25,126 --> 00:43:26,309 It was great to meet you guys too. 536 00:43:26,333 --> 00:43:28,267 Awesome. Awesome. 537 00:43:28,291 --> 00:43:31,166 Um, you don't happen to have a knife I can borrow do ya? 538 00:43:31,625 --> 00:43:34,333 Oh, no, man, 539 00:43:34,458 --> 00:43:36,726 I don't I don't, I don't carry on anymore. 540 00:43:36,750 --> 00:43:37,791 Okay. 541 00:43:38,000 --> 00:43:39,267 He was so hot. 542 00:43:39,291 --> 00:43:40,375 Yeah. 543 00:43:41,083 --> 00:43:42,601 [Achilles] So how's the hike? 544 00:43:42,625 --> 00:43:44,184 Sorry my shoulders are. 545 00:43:44,208 --> 00:43:45,583 Oh, yeah. No. I mean. 546 00:43:47,583 --> 00:43:49,517 No. Kidding. What's this base weight here? 547 00:43:49,541 --> 00:43:50,625 Like 14 pounds? 548 00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:55,375 What's going on? 549 00:43:56,416 --> 00:43:57,500 Oh, shit. 550 00:43:57,666 --> 00:43:58,916 You okay? 551 00:44:01,625 --> 00:44:03,750 Oh. Oh! 552 00:44:05,833 --> 00:44:08,666 Did something happen? 553 00:44:08,791 --> 00:44:10,184 Yep. 554 00:44:10,208 --> 00:44:11,185 I'm sorry. 555 00:44:11,209 --> 00:44:12,976 I'm sorry. I barely know you. 556 00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:14,375 Fuck! 557 00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:17,625 My dog got killed. 558 00:44:18,791 --> 00:44:20,726 And I got robbed and I don't think 559 00:44:20,750 --> 00:44:24,000 I can walk another fucking mile of this trail. 560 00:44:26,416 --> 00:44:28,000 I don't. 561 00:44:28,791 --> 00:44:31,601 I'm sorry. I don't want to be a dick, but, 562 00:44:31,625 --> 00:44:33,583 can I see what's in you pack? 563 00:44:35,666 --> 00:44:37,166 I just 564 00:44:38,125 --> 00:44:41,101 I feel like you're carrying 565 00:44:41,125 --> 00:44:42,708 too much with you. 566 00:44:44,833 --> 00:44:47,208 I mean, your namesake 567 00:44:47,458 --> 00:44:50,351 These are very lightweight, very lightweight dishes. 568 00:44:50,375 --> 00:44:53,392 It's either 4 plates for 4 different people. 569 00:44:53,416 --> 00:44:56,916 Or it's a main course and a side dish for two people. 570 00:44:57,083 --> 00:44:59,291 Wow. Okay. Moving on. 571 00:45:00,250 --> 00:45:01,892 Female bodied urinary device. 572 00:45:01,916 --> 00:45:03,642 Not looking at it. 573 00:45:03,666 --> 00:45:08,101 That's my camping stove minus my knife, which, 574 00:45:08,125 --> 00:45:09,601 [ACHILLES] Got stolen? 575 00:45:09,625 --> 00:45:12,517 Yeah. Along with my seizure meds which also got taken. 576 00:45:12,541 --> 00:45:14,184 Those kids stole your pills? 577 00:45:14,208 --> 00:45:17,208 Yeah. But, I still have this. 578 00:45:17,666 --> 00:45:20,916 Very sneaky. Very sneaky flashlight. 579 00:45:21,708 --> 00:45:23,101 Ooo. Sneaky, sneaky. 580 00:45:23,125 --> 00:45:24,851 [ACHILLES] Okay, so far doing standard flashlight things. 581 00:45:24,875 --> 00:45:25,916 But. 582 00:45:27,125 --> 00:45:28,333 Okay, so? 583 00:45:28,875 --> 00:45:30,392 That smell like batteries to you? 584 00:45:30,416 --> 00:45:33,101 No, that does not smell like batteries to me. 585 00:45:33,125 --> 00:45:34,750 Mmm. It's not batteries. 586 00:45:37,666 --> 00:45:39,392 Oh my god. Are you fucking kidding me.? 587 00:45:39,416 --> 00:45:41,125 I'm sorry. 588 00:45:41,666 --> 00:45:43,333 I'm an asshole. 589 00:45:43,833 --> 00:45:44,833 Yep. 590 00:45:56,041 --> 00:45:57,018 Oh, hey. 591 00:45:57,042 --> 00:45:58,892 I was a fucking selfish idiot. 592 00:45:58,916 --> 00:46:01,125 Hey. It's not your fault. 593 00:46:01,250 --> 00:46:02,227 It was though. 594 00:46:02,251 --> 00:46:03,351 But, thank you for saying that. 595 00:46:03,375 --> 00:46:05,625 You can't blame yourself like that. 596 00:46:06,333 --> 00:46:07,601 I was too. 597 00:46:07,625 --> 00:46:10,625 It was an act of God. 598 00:46:12,041 --> 00:46:13,226 It's okay. 599 00:46:13,250 --> 00:46:14,351 No. 600 00:46:14,375 --> 00:46:15,767 Not ready to let go. 601 00:46:15,791 --> 00:46:16,892 It stays. 602 00:46:16,916 --> 00:46:18,250 Okay. 603 00:46:18,833 --> 00:46:21,833 Let's see what else you got. 604 00:46:23,541 --> 00:46:24,601 Okay. 605 00:46:24,625 --> 00:46:25,602 What's this? 606 00:46:25,626 --> 00:46:27,083 Food? 607 00:46:31,291 --> 00:46:32,476 What is this? 608 00:46:32,500 --> 00:46:35,642 Are you collecting sand? From beaches? 609 00:46:35,666 --> 00:46:40,309 No. You're actually fondling my late mother. 610 00:46:40,333 --> 00:46:41,625 Ah. 611 00:46:43,083 --> 00:46:45,041 Um, um. 612 00:46:46,083 --> 00:46:47,291 Thanks. 613 00:46:48,458 --> 00:46:50,892 Are you planning on scattering them somewhere? 614 00:46:50,916 --> 00:46:54,166 Yeah. Figured I'd find a place that seems 615 00:46:54,833 --> 00:46:55,934 pretty enough. 616 00:46:55,958 --> 00:46:58,208 Significant enough to, 617 00:46:59,541 --> 00:47:01,184 lay her to rest. 618 00:47:01,208 --> 00:47:04,208 Sure. 619 00:47:04,958 --> 00:47:09,434 Look, what I've learned is that everything you're carrying with you 620 00:47:09,458 --> 00:47:13,416 is either pushing you forward or holding you back. 621 00:47:14,708 --> 00:47:17,125 I've been all up and down this trail, and 622 00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:22,559 I'd say this is a pretty, 623 00:47:22,583 --> 00:47:24,708 pretty of a spot as any. 624 00:47:32,458 --> 00:47:35,833 Hey, how much is that book weigh? 625 00:47:36,291 --> 00:47:39,375 Less and less. 626 00:47:41,125 --> 00:47:42,102 [DISHES] Oh. 627 00:47:42,126 --> 00:47:43,392 [ACHILLES] I know, original. 628 00:47:43,416 --> 00:47:45,226 Why are you reading that? 629 00:47:45,250 --> 00:47:47,642 I knew a girl who was uh, 630 00:47:47,666 --> 00:47:50,559 really into this stuff. 631 00:47:50,583 --> 00:47:51,560 She's gone now, so. 632 00:47:51,584 --> 00:47:54,583 Oh, sorry about that. 633 00:47:56,708 --> 00:47:58,851 Why do you do that? 634 00:47:58,875 --> 00:48:01,875 Once I've read it, it's served its purpose. 635 00:48:01,958 --> 00:48:04,958 After that, it's just holding me back. 636 00:48:05,541 --> 00:48:06,625 Hmm. 637 00:48:09,500 --> 00:48:12,500 Hey, you don't have any papers, do you? 638 00:48:14,833 --> 00:48:19,934 And if the offering is a burnt offering from the herd, he has to offer a male 639 00:48:19,958 --> 00:48:22,708 without defect. 640 00:48:23,333 --> 00:48:24,310 Burnt offering? 641 00:48:24,334 --> 00:48:25,666 That's funny. 642 00:48:28,500 --> 00:48:32,142 Actually, do you mind rolling? I've never rolled with Bible pages before. 643 00:48:32,166 --> 00:48:34,125 [ACHILLES] Sure. Okay. 644 00:50:07,958 --> 00:50:11,916 [MOM] I don't know what to do anymore. 645 00:50:13,333 --> 00:50:16,666 [MOM] My heart is broken. 646 00:50:17,291 --> 00:50:19,708 [MOM] Help me. 647 00:50:20,250 --> 00:50:23,101 [MOM] Help me! 648 00:50:23,125 --> 00:50:25,500 [MOM] You were my little girl. 649 00:50:29,708 --> 00:50:32,833 [ghostly voices whisper] 666.666.666. 650 00:50:39,750 --> 00:50:44,833 [ghostly whispers] 6.6.6. 651 00:50:47,583 --> 00:50:51,625 [MOM] It's mean. It's really mean. 652 00:50:54,416 --> 00:50:56,291 [MOM] I love you. 653 00:50:57,583 --> 00:50:59,708 [MOM] Love me. 654 00:51:00,083 --> 00:51:02,458 [MOM] Love me! 655 00:51:05,708 --> 00:51:07,309 [MOM] Everything I've ever done for you. 656 00:51:07,333 --> 00:51:08,916 [MOM] And what does that matter? 657 00:51:09,125 --> 00:51:10,476 [MOM] What does that matter! 658 00:51:10,500 --> 00:51:14,208 [MOM] I have given up my whole life for my child! 659 00:51:20,166 --> 00:51:22,208 [MOM] Should I kill myself? 660 00:51:25,375 --> 00:51:27,250 [MOM] Should I kill you? 661 00:51:34,583 --> 00:51:38,750 [ghostly whispers] 666. 662 00:51:41,291 --> 00:51:44,875 Preacher put a baby in me. 663 00:52:01,833 --> 00:52:05,458 666. 664 00:52:25,958 --> 00:52:29,142 [MOM] Yeah, Missy, I got you. 665 00:52:29,166 --> 00:52:32,208 [MOM] I got your number. 666 00:52:32,500 --> 00:52:34,916 [MOM] And it's not one I want to keep. 667 00:52:45,375 --> 00:52:46,416 Mom? 668 00:52:47,375 --> 00:52:48,875 Mom! 669 00:52:51,125 --> 00:52:53,083 Mom! 670 00:52:54,416 --> 00:52:55,916 Mom? 671 00:53:02,250 --> 00:53:03,750 Mom? 672 00:53:44,958 --> 00:53:47,434 [ACHILLES] How many days have you been on the trail? 673 00:53:47,458 --> 00:53:49,101 [DISHES] Um, 21. 674 00:53:49,125 --> 00:53:51,059 [ACHILLES] Me too. 675 00:53:51,083 --> 00:53:53,059 [DISHES] That's so weird 676 00:53:53,083 --> 00:53:57,142 that we've been walking together all this time and 677 00:53:57,166 --> 00:53:59,726 I just ran into you a few days ago. 678 00:53:59,750 --> 00:54:04,708 [ACHILLES] No. Remember? I think I saw you earlier down the trail. 679 00:54:05,625 --> 00:54:08,851 [DISHES] Yeah. At Mt. Collins Shelter. I saw you running south. 680 00:54:08,875 --> 00:54:10,333 [ACHILLES] No. Nah. 681 00:54:11,125 --> 00:54:12,851 It must've been somebody else 682 00:54:12,875 --> 00:54:17,000 No. I remember I saw you at Albert Mountain Fire House 683 00:54:17,291 --> 00:54:18,476 At Mile 100? 684 00:54:18,500 --> 00:54:20,309 Mile 100, yeah. 685 00:54:20,333 --> 00:54:22,833 [ACHILLES] Couple weeks ago. 686 00:54:24,208 --> 00:54:25,476 [DISHES] I remember the rainstorm, 687 00:54:25,500 --> 00:54:27,541 but I don't remember you. 688 00:54:27,833 --> 00:54:29,875 I remember you. 689 00:54:30,250 --> 00:54:33,767 [DISHES] I interviewed a lot of people there I don't remember you. 690 00:54:33,791 --> 00:54:35,666 [ACHILLES] Well, you were pretty busy. 691 00:54:36,083 --> 00:54:38,666 [DISHES] I think I still have that recording in my. 692 00:54:39,666 --> 00:54:41,291 [DISHES] Here we go. 693 00:54:48,833 --> 00:54:50,809 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] Okay. We have reached mile 100. 694 00:54:50,833 --> 00:54:52,559 We're at Albert Mountain Fire Tower 695 00:54:52,583 --> 00:54:55,642 and it has started hailing despite the season. 696 00:54:55,666 --> 00:54:56,767 Wow. That hail. 697 00:54:56,791 --> 00:54:57,851 Mm hm. 698 00:54:57,875 --> 00:55:00,059 Hildy and I were totally soaked. Totally serendipitously. 699 00:55:00,083 --> 00:55:02,392 We're behind super-famous, 700 00:55:02,416 --> 00:55:05,684 iconic hiker Dirty Avocado. 701 00:55:05,708 --> 00:55:08,666 [DIRTY AVOCADO] Iconic? That's, that's too nice of you. 702 00:55:08,916 --> 00:55:10,101 It's honestly really true. 703 00:55:10,125 --> 00:55:12,267 So I know that you were a vegan on the trail. 704 00:55:12,291 --> 00:55:13,351 [Dirty Avocado] Yep. 705 00:55:13,375 --> 00:55:14,934 That's, like, not super typical. 706 00:55:14,958 --> 00:55:16,142 Are you still a vegan today? 707 00:55:16,166 --> 00:55:18,476 [DIRTY AVOCADO] I'm not 100% vegan anymore 708 00:55:18,500 --> 00:55:20,726 I remember her. 709 00:55:20,750 --> 00:55:22,392 Asking about Hildy. 710 00:55:22,416 --> 00:55:23,434 [Dirty Avocado] Can I pet her? 711 00:55:23,458 --> 00:55:25,517 [DISHES] Yes, absolutely! She's like laying all over you. 712 00:55:25,541 --> 00:55:26,892 Everybody loved that dog, 713 00:55:26,916 --> 00:55:28,996 [DISHES] now that you're hiking again, I guess, like, 714 00:55:29,041 --> 00:55:31,851 how has your philosophy of food on the trail altered? 715 00:55:31,875 --> 00:55:34,916 [DIRTY AVOCADO] I wouldn't say that I was too stressed out when I was vegan. 716 00:55:35,166 --> 00:55:38,726 It's a really simple way of eating, and they got to a point where 717 00:55:38,750 --> 00:55:41,250 I wouldn't think about food anymore, and I wouldn't. 718 00:55:41,500 --> 00:55:45,041 I wouldn't even get excited about food in town that much. 719 00:55:45,708 --> 00:55:48,226 Like, my focus was just like somewhere else. 720 00:55:48,250 --> 00:55:50,892 Just like enjoying the trail, getting to Canada, 721 00:55:50,916 --> 00:55:53,226 you know, not too fixated on food at all, really. 722 00:55:53,250 --> 00:55:57,291 But now that I am not strictly vegan, 723 00:55:57,541 --> 00:56:02,142 I am able to savor, like those couple hours 724 00:56:02,166 --> 00:56:03,833 before getting into town 725 00:56:05,791 --> 00:56:07,101 I thought I talked to everybody but, 726 00:56:07,125 --> 00:56:10,000 maybe not all the guys playing Uno in the corner. 727 00:56:10,041 --> 00:56:11,791 Yeah, yeah, that was me. 728 00:56:13,958 --> 00:56:15,476 Huh? 729 00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:20,083 That's so funny how I didn't recognize you as an individual. 730 00:56:22,291 --> 00:56:23,517 Well I remember you. 731 00:56:23,541 --> 00:56:24,559 [DISHES] You remember Hildy. 732 00:56:24,583 --> 00:56:25,560 [ACHILLES] No, I remember you. 733 00:56:25,584 --> 00:56:26,642 [DISHES] You do? 734 00:56:26,666 --> 00:56:29,083 [ACHILLES] How could I forget this cute face? 735 00:56:29,708 --> 00:56:31,892 [DIRTY AVOCADO] I feel like we all need motivations. 736 00:56:31,916 --> 00:56:33,476 [DIRTY AVOCADO] Things to look forward to. 737 00:56:33,500 --> 00:56:34,601 [DIRTY AVOCADO] And incentives. 738 00:56:34,625 --> 00:56:37,142 [DIRTY AVOCADO] So if it's food, I mean, that's great. 739 00:56:37,166 --> 00:56:38,684 [DIRTY AVOCADO] That's just one thing, you know? 740 00:56:38,708 --> 00:56:41,416 [Dishes] Oh my god, Hildy is ready to go hiking with you, I think. 741 00:56:44,041 --> 00:56:46,333 So sorry about what happened. 742 00:56:50,333 --> 00:56:52,041 It's not your fault. 743 00:56:54,083 --> 00:56:55,625 I know. 744 00:56:57,791 --> 00:56:59,458 I'm still sorry. 745 00:57:12,625 --> 00:57:14,642 [ACHILLES] It's. It's a gold chain. 746 00:57:14,666 --> 00:57:15,708 [DISHES] Yeah. 747 00:57:15,916 --> 00:57:20,125 [ACHILLES] It, it has, you know, sentimental value to me. 748 00:57:20,333 --> 00:57:21,310 Are you sure you haven't seen it? 749 00:57:21,334 --> 00:57:22,642 [DISHES] Yep. I. 750 00:57:22,666 --> 00:57:23,892 [ACHILLES] I'm pretty sure I've been 751 00:57:23,916 --> 00:57:25,767 wearing it this whole time. 752 00:57:25,791 --> 00:57:28,309 [DISHES] I don't know, I just I don't really notice stuff like that. 753 00:57:28,333 --> 00:57:30,309 [ACHILLES] Well, maybe you took, like, a picture of me. 754 00:57:30,333 --> 00:57:33,434 Can I see your phone and go through your camera roll? 755 00:57:33,458 --> 00:57:36,500 [DISHES] I haven't charged my phone in, like, a hundred miles. 756 00:57:36,708 --> 00:57:39,708 Oh, maybe it was, No Business Nob Shelter. 757 00:57:40,083 --> 00:57:43,000 Well, it would have no business being there. 758 00:57:43,583 --> 00:57:45,458 No, it wouldn't. 759 00:57:45,958 --> 00:57:47,125 Fuck! 760 00:57:47,416 --> 00:57:50,375 Can you please take this, like, a little bit seriously? 761 00:57:50,625 --> 00:57:52,791 Oo! Hey, I just found it! 762 00:57:52,958 --> 00:57:54,059 Really? 763 00:57:54,083 --> 00:57:55,875 No, I was just pulling your chain. 764 00:58:00,791 --> 00:58:01,791 Oh! Fuck! 765 00:58:03,916 --> 00:58:06,291 Hey! Watch out! There's some gravity over there. 766 00:58:17,458 --> 00:58:20,208 I don't know, maybe I lost it at Cherry Gap. 767 00:58:22,958 --> 00:58:24,142 [ACHILLES] What? 768 00:58:24,166 --> 00:58:25,809 You just said. 769 00:58:25,833 --> 00:58:29,541 Maybe I lost it at Cherry Gap 770 00:58:32,500 --> 00:58:34,351 I'm glad this is funny to you. 771 00:58:34,375 --> 00:58:36,416 That part is. 772 00:58:39,708 --> 00:58:41,666 What's so special about this necklace? 773 00:58:41,958 --> 00:58:43,142 I don't know, it was a gift. 774 00:58:43,166 --> 00:58:44,934 I just, I just get really angry 775 00:58:44,958 --> 00:58:46,875 when it's like I had a thing, 776 00:58:47,083 --> 00:58:49,392 and then it's just, like, gone. 777 00:58:49,416 --> 00:58:52,000 It's just completely fucking disappeared. 778 00:58:52,416 --> 00:58:53,708 I hear ya! 779 00:58:54,083 --> 00:58:55,250 Hey, come try this. 780 00:58:55,791 --> 00:58:56,916 Yeah. 781 00:59:09,625 --> 00:59:11,267 It's delicious. 782 00:59:11,291 --> 00:59:12,309 Salt? 783 00:59:12,333 --> 00:59:13,916 No, I think it's good. 784 00:59:19,750 --> 00:59:21,208 Here. 785 00:59:22,875 --> 00:59:24,184 I'm actually not that hungry. 786 00:59:24,208 --> 00:59:25,434 Oh. Sweet. 787 00:59:25,458 --> 00:59:27,476 Thanks. More for me. 788 00:59:27,500 --> 00:59:29,208 Take the spoon. 789 00:59:41,458 --> 00:59:42,833 All in all, though. 790 00:59:43,166 --> 00:59:44,666 One less necklace, 791 00:59:45,000 --> 00:59:46,392 lower base weight. 792 00:59:46,416 --> 00:59:47,851 That's hilarious. 793 00:59:47,875 --> 00:59:49,791 Guess I'm on fire today. 794 01:00:04,000 --> 01:00:06,083 Hey, Dishes? You awake? 795 01:00:27,583 --> 01:00:29,583 [ACHILLES] Whatever it is that you're running from. 796 01:00:29,625 --> 01:00:31,017 [ghostly voices] 666. 797 01:00:31,041 --> 01:00:32,101 What do you mean? 798 01:00:32,125 --> 01:00:33,517 Whatever it is that you're scared of. 799 01:00:33,541 --> 01:00:34,916 That you've done. 800 01:00:37,541 --> 01:00:38,916 I forgive you. 801 01:00:40,458 --> 01:00:41,875 [ACHILLES] It's okay. 802 01:00:55,291 --> 01:00:58,000 I would forgive you. Even if you killed someone. 803 01:01:16,916 --> 01:01:18,458 [DISHES] You're scaring me. 804 01:01:20,666 --> 01:01:23,000 I would never hurt you. 805 01:01:27,041 --> 01:01:32,250 [ghostly whispers] 6.6.6. 806 01:04:06,416 --> 01:04:08,476 [ACHILLES] I did a bad thing. 807 01:04:08,500 --> 01:04:12,375 But sometimes you have to do things 808 01:04:13,250 --> 01:04:16,250 that you have to do. And. 809 01:04:18,041 --> 01:04:21,083 And that doesn't make you a bad person. 810 01:04:24,708 --> 01:04:27,916 [GHOST MAN] You can run but you cannot hide. 811 01:04:28,875 --> 01:04:32,291 [BETHANNY] Please Achilles, Stop. 812 01:04:33,625 --> 01:04:37,291 [BETHANNY] I love you, Achilles. 813 01:04:40,250 --> 01:04:42,541 Shhhhhh. 814 01:04:42,875 --> 01:04:44,416 Go North. 815 01:04:44,583 --> 01:04:47,166 6.6.6. 816 01:04:47,708 --> 01:04:50,000 [BETHANNY] Achilles! 817 01:05:07,458 --> 01:05:09,166 [BETHANNY] Achilles, please. 818 01:05:09,416 --> 01:05:11,434 [BETHANNY] Please don't kill our baby! 819 01:05:11,458 --> 01:05:12,875 [BETHANNY] No! 820 01:05:33,916 --> 01:05:36,375 What are you looking at? 821 01:05:39,000 --> 01:05:40,375 Nothing. 822 01:05:52,791 --> 01:05:54,684 [ACHILLES] I still feel like shit. 823 01:05:54,708 --> 01:05:55,976 [DISHES] I'm really. 824 01:05:56,000 --> 01:05:57,458 [ACHILLES] Fuck was that? 825 01:05:57,625 --> 01:05:59,601 [DISHES] I'm really sorry, dude. 826 01:05:59,625 --> 01:06:00,958 You got to be careful with that 827 01:06:02,250 --> 01:06:04,434 mushroom stuff, you know? 828 01:06:04,458 --> 01:06:06,517 Yeah. Yeah. I know. 829 01:06:06,541 --> 01:06:08,500 It's not like all mushrooms are, uh 830 01:06:09,958 --> 01:06:11,142 the fucking same. 831 01:06:11,166 --> 01:06:13,458 Yeah, I know. 832 01:06:13,833 --> 01:06:14,934 I'm sorry, dude. 833 01:06:14,958 --> 01:06:16,541 I won't forage anymore. 834 01:06:19,250 --> 01:06:20,601 Whoa. 835 01:06:20,625 --> 01:06:23,458 I could totally just zero out at this hostel right now. 836 01:06:23,791 --> 01:06:25,541 What do you think? 837 01:06:26,125 --> 01:06:28,351 No, I don't think I'm feeling a zero day. 838 01:06:28,375 --> 01:06:31,375 But, you know, hike your own hike. 839 01:06:54,916 --> 01:06:56,583 Oh, god. 840 01:06:57,083 --> 01:06:58,458 Disgusting. 841 01:07:00,208 --> 01:07:01,666 Right here. 842 01:09:02,125 --> 01:09:04,017 No! No! 843 01:09:04,041 --> 01:09:06,934 [voices whisper] 6.6.6. 844 01:09:06,958 --> 01:09:08,476 [DISHES] You see them too. 845 01:09:08,500 --> 01:09:10,767 What do they say to you? 846 01:09:10,791 --> 01:09:11,934 You need to listen to them! 847 01:09:11,958 --> 01:09:13,791 What do they say to you? Is it 666? 848 01:11:03,166 --> 01:11:04,351 I'm really scared. 849 01:11:04,375 --> 01:11:06,083 Don't be scared. 850 01:11:06,375 --> 01:11:07,726 Don't be scared. 851 01:11:07,750 --> 01:11:10,750 You have nothing to be afraid of. 852 01:11:12,083 --> 01:11:13,351 I miss you. 853 01:11:13,375 --> 01:11:16,375 We'll be together again. 854 01:12:10,583 --> 01:12:15,559 [soulful female vocalist] ♫ For your love. ♫ 855 01:12:15,583 --> 01:12:19,476 [ghostly whispers] 666. 856 01:12:19,500 --> 01:12:23,184 ♫ Give it up everything I've got and ♫ 857 01:12:23,208 --> 01:12:27,267 ♫ give it to the grace of God. ♫ 858 01:12:27,291 --> 01:12:30,184 ♫ I would learn to take it ♫ 859 01:12:30,208 --> 01:12:32,767 ♫ for what it is. ♫ 860 01:12:32,791 --> 01:12:39,208 ♫ Any mortal bliss. ♫ 861 01:12:58,916 --> 01:13:02,434 [ghostly whispers] 6.6.6. 862 01:13:02,458 --> 01:13:06,267 ♫ If I saved the day into a memory ♫ 863 01:13:06,291 --> 01:13:10,809 ♫ and turned you into a melody ♫ 864 01:13:10,833 --> 01:13:15,684 ♫ Do you think that you'd still remember me? ♫ 865 01:13:15,708 --> 01:13:18,708 [ghostly whispers] 6.6.6. 866 01:13:23,125 --> 01:13:27,750 ♫ For your love. ♫ 867 01:13:35,375 --> 01:13:39,791 ♫ For your love. ♫ 868 01:13:54,666 --> 01:13:58,333 ♫ For your love. ♫ 869 01:13:59,458 --> 01:14:04,416 ♫ For your love. ♫ 870 01:14:42,833 --> 01:14:45,958 [HUNGRY HAMMOCK PODCAST] I don't know who these tapes are for. 871 01:14:49,625 --> 01:14:52,333 I feel my life is not mine anymore. 872 01:15:00,291 --> 01:15:02,708 I feel I will one day be one 873 01:15:03,208 --> 01:15:06,041 with the trees and the roots and the earth. 874 01:15:06,625 --> 01:15:08,625 With everything that ever was. 875 01:15:09,958 --> 01:15:11,416 I feel. 876 01:15:13,416 --> 01:15:15,208 Free. 877 01:15:44,375 --> 01:15:45,750 Hildy! 878 01:15:58,041 --> 01:15:59,750 Hildy! 879 01:16:09,125 --> 01:16:10,750 Hildy! 880 01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:21,916 Hildy! 881 01:16:24,500 --> 01:16:25,833 Hildy! 882 01:16:26,166 --> 01:16:27,375 Hildy! 883 01:16:31,083 --> 01:16:32,833 The beast is the man. 884 01:16:33,958 --> 01:16:36,083 Go to 666. 885 01:17:07,708 --> 01:17:10,708 [ACHILLES] Hey Dishes? 886 01:17:11,375 --> 01:17:14,375 Dishes? 887 01:17:16,291 --> 01:17:18,458 If we listen to them. 888 01:17:20,166 --> 01:17:22,791 Will they stop? 889 01:17:24,375 --> 01:17:25,666 I don't know. 890 01:17:45,750 --> 01:17:48,559 [ACHILLES] Psalm 102. Prayer of an Afflicted Man 891 01:17:48,583 --> 01:17:52,142 When he's faint and pours out his lament before the Lord. 892 01:17:52,166 --> 01:17:55,559 Hear my prayer, oh Lord, Let my cry for help come to you. 893 01:17:55,583 --> 01:17:58,934 Do not hide your face from me when I am in distress. 894 01:17:58,958 --> 01:18:00,642 Turn your ear to me when I call. 895 01:18:00,666 --> 01:18:03,892 Answer me quickly. For my days are 896 01:18:03,916 --> 01:18:07,434 [BETHANNY] consumed like smoke 897 01:18:07,458 --> 01:18:10,059 And my bones are burned. 898 01:18:10,083 --> 01:18:13,351 I forget to eat my food because of my loud groaning. 899 01:18:13,375 --> 01:18:15,934 I am reduced to skin and bones. 900 01:18:15,958 --> 01:18:17,184 All day long my enemies 901 01:18:17,208 --> 01:18:19,625 [BETHANNY] Taunt me, they ridicule me 902 01:18:20,375 --> 01:18:22,750 and curse me! 903 01:18:23,791 --> 01:18:27,166 For I've eaten ashes like bread! 904 01:18:27,458 --> 01:18:29,892 And mingled my drink with tears. 905 01:18:29,916 --> 01:18:31,267 Oh my God, 906 01:18:31,291 --> 01:18:35,809 [BETHANNY] Take me not away in the midst my days. 907 01:18:35,833 --> 01:18:38,517 [BETHANNY] Thy years are throughout all generations. 908 01:18:38,541 --> 01:18:40,517 In the beginning you laid the foundation 909 01:18:40,541 --> 01:18:42,375 of these mountains. 910 01:18:42,750 --> 01:18:44,017 I shall 911 01:18:44,041 --> 01:18:45,059 perish, but you will 912 01:18:45,083 --> 01:18:46,101 Endure! 913 01:18:46,125 --> 01:18:47,102 The children of your servants will 914 01:18:47,126 --> 01:18:48,875 Continue! 915 01:18:49,541 --> 01:18:51,517 And their seed 916 01:18:51,541 --> 01:18:54,083 [BETHANNY] shall spread 917 01:18:54,833 --> 01:18:56,833 before thee! 918 01:18:58,375 --> 01:18:59,791 [DISHES] Drink this. 919 01:19:09,541 --> 01:19:11,333 Hey, bear. 920 01:19:13,541 --> 01:19:15,125 [DISHES] Hey, bear. 921 01:19:16,166 --> 01:19:17,750 [DISHES] Hey, bear. 922 01:19:30,500 --> 01:19:32,059 Wonder where his mama is. 923 01:19:32,083 --> 01:19:35,517 [DISHES sings] ♫ Oh Mother, oh Mother come lay you down. ♫ 924 01:19:35,541 --> 01:19:36,767 Are we going to die? 925 01:19:36,791 --> 01:19:39,059 ♫ Come give birth to me. ♫ 926 01:19:39,083 --> 01:19:40,809 Everyone's going to die. 927 01:19:40,833 --> 01:19:44,517 ♫ I'd like to breathe in the earthly air ♫ 928 01:19:44,541 --> 01:19:48,583 ♫ 'stead of laying 'round in thee. ♫ 929 01:19:48,958 --> 01:19:53,541 ♫ Mother, oh Mother, I'll be the babe ♫ 930 01:19:53,916 --> 01:19:57,458 ♫ You'd ever knew you'd need ♫ 931 01:19:58,000 --> 01:20:02,583 ♫ Once I am given earthly body ♫ 932 01:20:02,958 --> 01:20:07,000 ♫ I'll be the end of thee. ♫ 933 01:20:39,291 --> 01:20:42,291 That's my knife. 934 01:20:58,250 --> 01:21:01,375 Keep going. 935 01:24:57,541 --> 01:25:02,142 [young female vocalist] ♫ If you wish to survive listen the truth. ♫ 936 01:25:02,166 --> 01:25:06,392 ♫ Some things are not what they seem. ♫ 937 01:25:06,416 --> 01:25:08,434 ♫ There is a young maiden. ♫ 938 01:25:08,458 --> 01:25:10,934 ♫ She's comin' for you. ♫ 939 01:25:10,958 --> 01:25:14,791 ♫ Cast into a stream. ♫ 940 01:26:58,458 --> 01:27:00,476 [young female vocalist] ♫ Oh Mother. Oh Mother. ♫ 941 01:27:00,500 --> 01:27:02,851 ♫ Lest I be damned ♫ 942 01:27:02,875 --> 01:27:06,916 ♫ hear my ancient plea. ♫ 943 01:27:07,500 --> 01:27:10,851 ♫ I was struck down by my lover's hand ♫ 944 01:27:10,875 --> 01:27:15,226 ♫ and cast into a stream. ♫ 945 01:27:15,250 --> 01:27:18,934 ♫ She'd never get what she wanted. ♫ 946 01:27:18,958 --> 01:27:23,500 ♫ He'd never want what he had. ♫ 947 01:27:24,166 --> 01:27:27,916 ♫ Bring them to me and her soul will be free. ♫ 948 01:27:28,416 --> 01:27:31,958 ♫ He'll never do it again. ♫ 949 01:27:32,583 --> 01:27:36,375 ♫ Mother, I'll carry them with me. ♫ 950 01:27:37,083 --> 01:27:40,541 ♫ Everywhere that I roam. ♫ 951 01:27:41,083 --> 01:27:44,750 ♫ We'll be eternally bound to thee. ♫ 952 01:27:44,958 --> 01:27:49,875 ♫ Grant me their flesh and bone. ♫ 953 01:28:08,166 --> 01:28:10,392 ♫ Oh Mother, oh Mother ♫ 954 01:28:10,416 --> 01:28:12,309 ♫ we swear to you ♫ 955 01:28:12,333 --> 01:28:16,333 ♫ now that we are free. ♫ 956 01:28:16,833 --> 01:28:19,142 ♫ To seek out your children who ♫ 957 01:28:19,166 --> 01:28:21,059 ♫ love untrue ♫ 958 01:28:21,083 --> 01:28:25,708 ♫ and bring them back to thee ♫ 959 01:29:15,416 --> 01:29:18,934 ♫ Oh Mother, oh Mother we swear to you ♫ 960 01:29:18,958 --> 01:29:22,791 ♫ now that we are free. ♫ 961 01:29:23,375 --> 01:29:25,934 ♫ To seek out your children who ♫ 962 01:29:25,958 --> 01:29:27,059 ♫ love untrue ♫ 963 01:29:27,083 --> 01:29:32,375 ♫ and bring them back to thee. ♫ 964 01:29:41,458 --> 01:29:45,125 ♫ I was struck down by my lover's hand ♫ 965 01:29:45,375 --> 01:29:49,416 ♫ and cast into a stream. ♫ 966 01:29:49,833 --> 01:29:53,000 ♫ She'd never get what she wanted. ♫ 967 01:29:54,333 --> 01:29:57,791 ♫ He'd never want what he had. ♫ 968 01:29:58,333 --> 01:30:02,976 ♫ Come here to me and your souls will be free. ♫ 969 01:30:03,000 --> 01:30:06,041 ♫ He'll never do it again. ♫ 970 01:30:06,708 --> 01:30:11,226 ♫ Mother, I'll carry them with me. ♫ 971 01:30:11,250 --> 01:30:15,267 ♫ Everywhere that I roam. ♫ 972 01:30:15,291 --> 01:30:19,476 ♫ We'll be eternally bound to thee. ♫ 973 01:30:19,500 --> 01:30:24,958 ♫ Grant me their flesh and bone. ♫ 974 01:30:29,875 --> 01:30:34,684 [female rock vocalist] ♫ The children of your servants will continue. ♫ 975 01:30:34,708 --> 01:30:36,976 [BETHANNY] And their seeds 976 01:30:37,000 --> 01:30:42,041 ♫ And their seeds shall spread before thee. ♫ 977 01:30:44,041 --> 01:30:47,892 [male rock vocalist] ♫ This is the tale of a girl who was quick. ♫ 978 01:30:47,916 --> 01:30:52,351 ♫ An old mountain crick and a dog with his stick. ♫ 979 01:30:52,375 --> 01:30:56,642 ♫ She told of their child and his eyes turned to red. ♫ 980 01:30:56,666 --> 01:30:59,958 ♫ He left her for dead, This is what she said. ♫ 981 01:31:00,000 --> 01:31:03,833 [female rock vocalist] ♫ Oh Mother please take me not away. ♫ 982 01:31:04,291 --> 01:31:07,767 ♫ In the midst of my glory days. ♫ 983 01:31:07,791 --> 01:31:12,517 ♫ Oh Mother of Mercy I'll show you my worth. ♫ 984 01:31:12,541 --> 01:31:16,767 ♫ Take up my sacrifice, grant me rebirth. ♫ 985 01:31:16,791 --> 01:31:21,642 [male rock vocalist] ♫ She plead to the trees and they answered her call. ♫ 986 01:31:21,666 --> 01:31:26,017 ♫ It blew through the breeze and flowed down the waterfall. ♫ 987 01:31:26,041 --> 01:31:30,226 ♫ To a weary lost soul did the spirits take hold. ♫ 988 01:31:30,250 --> 01:31:33,642 ♫ As she filled them with mold here's the promise she told. ♫ 989 01:31:33,666 --> 01:31:37,184 [female rock vocalist] ♫ Oh you didn't see the power in me. ♫ 990 01:31:37,208 --> 01:31:41,517 ♫ When you dragged my body from that river tree. ♫ 991 01:31:41,541 --> 01:31:45,601 ♫ And now we return to the River Styx. ♫ 992 01:31:45,625 --> 01:31:53,000 ♫ He buried himself at Mile 666. ♫ 993 01:31:59,083 --> 01:32:03,309 [young female vocalist with choir] ♫ Oh Mother. Oh Mother we swear to you. ♫ 994 01:32:03,333 --> 01:32:07,392 ♫ Now that we are free ♫ 995 01:32:07,416 --> 01:32:11,684 ♫ To seek out your children who love untrue. ♫ 996 01:32:11,708 --> 01:32:16,791 ♫ And bring them back to thee. ♫